Free

I used to think I was free, free to act like an asshole, free to take what I wanted, free to do what I wanted, free to say what I wanted.  This was all an illusion.  Every action, every stolen item, every lie, every toxic thought, every harsh judgment, every ill word was another shackle […]

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Willingness

“Willingness without action is fantasy” – Unknown I always had the willingness to get intoxicated when I started using.  I actively sought out every avenue I could use.  My first job at 15 was essentially just to earn money to use.  My willingness to use superseded rational thinking.  The lack of thinking due to those desires got […]

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The Art of Recovery Unity Art Project

The following project was conceptualized under the widely accepted belief that art is therapeutic, we could all use some therapy, we are all connected as human beings regardless of differences, and connecting with other people is therapeutic as well. By actively creating a Unity Art Project we are collectively creating Unity. It also has a […]

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The Butterly Lotus

In the depths of darkness a seed had been planted nourished by the crap that comes with a faulty perception this seed’s taproot was a light an atom-sized sun in an infinite abyss of obsidian as the seed’s roots extended it was akin to lightning on a moonless night this network of life support extracted the […]

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I am the third pillar

A lost one made to wander and wonder who I was thousands of miles traveled To the city of Sin To the Forests of Yore To the Isles of Isolation To back where it began I know this land I feel it’s pulse Erratic, overworked and stressed Innumerable sleepless nights compounded upon one another Drowning […]

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Hostile ( A poem on Addiction)

Addiction is Hostility Me to friends and family and me to me my actions razors that make me bleed my soul bled out to infinity hostility within me outwardly expressed poisoning my world as my insides reflect I hated me, I hated you Anger and pain, I pursued when I used I confused who I was […]

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