Cosmic Artist

My body just a brush The mysteries uses at will Every mistake I make mysterious paint is spilled The artist makes the most of pigments misplaced the fathomless unknown is still able to express grace laughing in the face of my own misery adjusts the focus higher the universe not centered on me I am […]

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Poetic Reversalism

Gratitude with little means happiness in abundance discontent with an abundance means abundant misery Happiness in face of misery means abundant happiness Misery in Face of Happiness means melancholy is your monarch Those who are unguarded protect their peace Those who are guarded are always at war A truce with others Is a truce with yourself […]

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Disturbing Myself

It is easy in life to fall into the role of the victim, staying in that role becomes an addiction in and of itself.  However, the role of the victim in situations is a luxury we as addicts or alcoholics cannot afford in my experience.  I admit even as I write this, early in the […]

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An addicts unrequited love is not love lost

I have always been a hopeless romantic, falling quickly and feeling deeply, often times it would be unrequited love.   I would become enamored with women who were incapable of or had no genuine desire to return those emotions.  They were usually initially emotionally intrigued but at a certain point, they would disconnect.  I used […]

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Option of our Obituary

It is a safe bet that most of us are willing to admit our active role in our lives, however, many of us might not accept that we can have the same responsibility in how are remembered after our death. Our choices in life give us the option of our obituary,   I think it […]

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The Duality of my being

The duality of my being can be somewhat tricky.  Often times I get lost in one polarity of my personality, I fully embrace the positive or I endure the negative in isolation.  I have been very successful in the recent weeks at maintaining a euphoric amount of enthusiasm for life and all that I have […]

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